norniel quoted Godsgrave by Jay Kristoff (Nevernight Cronicle, #2)
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... i am your friend. your oldest friend. who helped you when scaeva ordered you drowned? who saved you on the streets of godsgrave? who stood beside you through your trials in the church? and in all that time, have i ever steered you wrong ...?
— Godsgrave by Jay Kristoff (Nevernight Cronicle, #2) (Page 343)
yes, and your motivations are as unclear and dark as your appearance.