The Astonishing Color of After

472 pages

English language

Published Nov. 18, 2018 by Little Brown & Company.

ISBN:
978-0-316-46399-7
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5 stars (1 review)

Leigh Chen Sanders is absolutely certain about one thing: When her mother died by suicide, she turned into a bird. Leigh, who is half Asian and half white, travels to Taiwan to meet her maternal grandparents for the first time. There, she is determined to find her mother, the bird. In her search, she winds up chasing after ghosts, uncovering family secrets, and forging a new relationship with her grandparents. And as she grieves, she must try to reconcile the fact that on the same day she kissed her best friend and longtime secret crush, Axel, her mother was taking her own life. Alternating between reality and magic, past and present, hope and despair, The Astonishing Color of After is a luminous debut novel about finding oneself through family history, art, bravery, and love.

2 editions

Surprised at the depth of this YA novel.

5 stars

Obvious trigger warning for this due to suicide and depression.

I was pleasantly surprised by how much of this book takes place in Taiwan and really appreciated that Emily did not box the characters into a small space and instead sent them out into the world and described the locations. The magical realism in this was very well done and took me by surprise a few times. There is the obligatory romance that I feel like YAs always require, but while it is an important part of Leigh's life, it does not take over the story by any means. Leigh's journey to her mother's home is always the priority along with figuring out what he mother would want for her to know.

The writing was well done and the imagery and descriptions were fantastic. Leigh sees emotions in colors and she uses art to translate those colors into images. I …

Subjects

  • Suicide
  • Racially mixed people
  • Grandparents
  • Artists
  • Fiction
  • Grief
  • Americans
  • Paranormal fiction

Places

  • Taiwan